Jecika’s Wayward Ramblings…

No Worries buddies, Im not giving up just was in a slump. Thanks for the great comments and reality checks

Started my week with Curves this morning and was plesaently surprised that the scale has decided to move. Woot woo another 5lbs falls off!

Have a great week everyone.

Well I have fallen off the damn wagon, injuries to be determined.  

This has been a horrible horrible week for plan wise. I have come to the conclusion the fat fairy has a cousin in the lazy department and both those s.o.b.’s have been camping out at my place. Come to think of it after catching up on blogs, those little twirps have been bouncing around most of us the whole month. Seems like 9 outta 10 of my buddies has had a rough time this month. I am thinking that the change of season has alot to do with it, I hope thats it anyway.

Well I’ll give you the quick version. I have slacked off on Curves, Buddyslim and Fitday. I have still be eating ok, but not logging. I have done a whole lot of nothing.

I have been dwelling on things and procrastinating all at the same time.

I have had no routine as of late. No desire.

The scale has said the same damn thing all week, like its stuck there and I am just, just, sad i guess.I dont know what is wrong with me.

My nephew, the one I had custody of for a year (2004-2005) (that did great with me) he is 17, he just made me a great auntie today. A bounching baby boy, adorable but all to real. They are so young and neither of them has anything much going for them. no jobs, both in high school barely….i hope it all works out.

hubby,. he is still smoking, he has been quiting since we got together, and again recently. It bothers me that he smokes, a while back when he was to the dermatologist we were informed he had a high likly hood of getting cancer and it freaked me out. I’ve lost a lot of people to cancer, both grandma’s, aunts’ and most recently my dad.

roommates have been full of drama, never ending.

found out one of my so called friends, a bridesmaid in my wedding had some less than desirable things she felt nessisary to say on my wedding day to a room full of people. Of coarse its gotten back to me. And of coarse it just so happens that its gotten back to me about the same time she finds me on myspace and is all chummy chum chum chum.. FYI her loving comment was “…she is just lucky she found anyone to marry her fat ass…” Now this is the same friend who once wrote a letter to another friend telling her “…yes she is still fat and she stinks” How many times does one forgive and forget. How many times.

I have not even mentioned my weight loss journey to any of those friends as I dont think i can take their “encouragment” especially if its anything like the past cracks.

Well im felt sorry for myself enough for one night. Im off to bed. Night all.

( A flower not a beer, sorry for the misrepresentation!  )

Time passes. 
Life happens. 
Children grow. 
Jobs come and go. 
Love waxes, Love wanes. 
Hearts break, Bringing pain. 
Parents lost. Times forgot.

But, Girlfriends they remain.

Dont let the door hit you in the arse as your leaving!

  Hit the road fat fairy and dont you come back no more no more no more hit the road fat fairy and dont you come back NO more!!!!

Ok well I am saying goodbye to the 340’s GOOOODBBBYYYEE!

As I weighed myself at Curves today I am happy to report the scale would barely balance on the 340 mark, but not quite on the 339. Either way I am thrilled! Woot Woo!  

I never thought I would be happy about hitting a 50 mark, but 50 pounds lost….yeah baby!

I can not beleive I hae lost 50lbs so easily. I could just kick myself for not doing this years ago!! The exercise IS helping for sure but I truly attribute most of my loss to paying attention to portion and fat control!

Do you know a few tonight hubby went to get us dinner, I of coarse stick with my allowable McDonalds Grilled Chicken Classic with no mayo, and hubby pops up with he’s going to white castle. White Castle which I have not been able to get out of my mind for days  So I think hmm…ok Ill jump on line and check the calories….140 in each tiny burger! It would have been nothing for me to kill off 8-10 of those before! Thats about what I eat in a day now!! So McDonalds it is….Who knew I had will power? Ok so it waviered just enough for one chicken ring to find its way to my mouth!!!

Well we will see if tomarrow the scale will tip into the 330’s officially. Later Buddies. Hope your having a great day!

I really like that quote. A bit harsh, but true. It is a beautiful day here. I  BBQ’d hotdogs for lunch. I had turkey dogs, which were actually not bad at all. Smothered in some fat free Castleberrys Hotdog Sauce on a wheat bun, and voila I felt included with the non-losers around here.

Well I finally made it to Curves this morning after missing  the last two days, due to tax hell and a computer crash that sent me back 6 months. GRRRR And I was very surprised to have lost 2lbs as I have not been exactly on plan the last few days. But I am happy non the less.

My neice is staying over for Easter Break, and I am gonna put some highlights in her hairnow, so Ill talk with you all later.

Happy Friday the 13th!!

Well Made it to my weigh in, though not as good as I’d thought I was doing I did pretty darn good!

March Loss 13lbs

INCHES

1   Abdomen

2.25 Hip (lovin this)

.5 per Thigh

.75 per Calve

.25 per Arms

I made the “Elite Member Status” and I got an awsome “Elite” shirt.

Woot-Woo!

Thanks for all the comments and stiuff I appreciate them. Sorry I’ve been kinda lame about reading Blogs the last few days, Tax time at the business and Im swamped. I am so tired of sitting at my computer I could scream! I hope everyone is doing great! I will try to catch up after this awful tax crap. I figure Im outta commision for the next 2 days at least! See ya when I get back from taxland, hope Im still sain when I do!

BB~

Jessica

Well Chickys today has not went as well as planned. Not bad, just not as planned.

Hubby and I were up late last night, I got the worlds most awsome rub down. He called me in to the “zen room” as he calls my space and he had candles lit and tropical rainforest sounds playing and the massage cot in the center of the room. It was awesome! I mean Awesome! He rubbed me from head to tow with one of my fave Shea Butter Cream lotions. It was so relaxing. I was like a puddle. To cool. Anyway when we headed off to bed we were soo relaxed that me just played around a bit and drifted off to sleep. I did not set the alarm. And then proceeded to sleep untill 11:30!!!!

So, of coarse I missed Curves. They close at 11 on Saturday. I am so bummed. Today (well tech. tomarrow) is my weigh in day and I was totally ready, Im pretty sure I beat last months loss by at least a pound. Oh well I will just have to weigh in Monday.

Our Home gym is coming along quite nicely. The walls in the basment are a bit creapy but its nice.Maybe I’ll take a picture and post it. I’m feeling froggy.

Talked to my sis in Colorado for a bit this morning.I wish she was closer. I am going to get out there to visit  this year if I have to hitchhike!!!LOL I love it out west. Last time I was out there she took me up in the mountains in the convertable. Too Cool.

Well I am gonna take the official weigh in day picture today. I know I did one a couple weeks ago so it probably wont be much diffrent but I dont care.

I made awesome cabbage soup last night for today, I just had some for lunch and man oh man was it good.

I tried to post a few recipes this mornign and the damn thing wouldnt work right. Everything looked right untill I hit submit then half the informations was missing?? Oh well Ill try soem other day.

Ok well I am off to do something.Just feeling plain froggy today

Have a great holiday!

Well I didnt blog yesterday as I was pissed off and upset. I went to Curves and jumped on the scale only to find that I had now gained even more weight, it said I weighed 358!!!!!! 11 pounds in like 3 days!!! I was 347 on Saturday.I was sooooo freaked. I had been eating good, exercising, no TOM so what the heck!!! When I mentioned it to the girl at the gym, she said, weight fluctuates (spelling) thats why you shouldnt weigh your self every day. GRRRR I still didnt buy it and didnt like that answer.

Well today I still drug my arse back to the gym and approched the evil scale, looking all the time for the damn fat fairy and the 11 extra pounds of friends he has helping him weigh me down. I seen no fat fairy! Yes! And the scale is back to itself as I am down 2lbs from my original weigh in before this BS!Yipeee! Back in the 340’s woot-woo! A diffrent gal at the gym asked me if it was good, (I must have been glowing I was so happy) I said just a minute and Ill tell you. I got back on the scale and weighed myself again to make sure I wasnt losing it and it still rang 345!!! YES!!! So any way I told her about the last few days and she said, well you know all this food here (we had a food drive and they boxed it for pick up and moved it next tot he scale) I bet the scale got bumped around!! I like that answer. Now as long as things stay good for my weigh in Saturday I’ll be happy!

Well I am chipper now, I think im gonna go snuggle with hunny and bring a little warmth to this awful cold snowy mess they call spring in Michigan!

Hope everyone has a great thursday!

Well I am not sure what gloom filled cloud had rolled over me the last few weeks, but I thinks its moving on, the sun seems a little brighter and Im refreashed and ready to tackel the day.

I worked my but off at Curves today, as yesterday the scale said I had gained a pound back much to my dismay as that is the first this go round in my new lifestyle. Then today after my work out I jumped on the scale and it said I had gained 4 more pounds since yesterday!!!!!!GRRRRRR How is that possible, I’ve stayed on plan and exercised…..I came back to work and checked my scale here and it didnt show the gain so I am reserving the right for a re-weight tomarrow before I log that awful scale jump.

I think I am going witht he “fat fairy on my shoulder adding weight to foil me” therory! LOL

All said and done after my little fit this morning I have been really positive about it and not stressed (thank goodness) I have been thinking though, that I am not losing as much the last week and I have not been taking my supplements. Cowinkedink? I think not. So I got my butt back on them this morning. I stopped taking them more of I forgot to take them when I started getting all stressed out last week. I do feel more energized today, gotta love those vitamins!

I can not beleive I am this chipper, I am in the middle of doing tax crap and still smiling.too weird!

Well buddies, have a great Tuesday. This hugs for you!