Jecika’s Wayward Ramblings…

Shawnie & I dressed up to hand out candy, I posted som Pictures, take a look if you get a chance….we had a blast! Much Love & Merry Samhain!! Shrek & Princess Fiona!

 I was making progress, though it feels like I slipped up big time this week. I only went to the gym twice! Grrr my own fault, just didnt go. Didnt do anything on my days off. I was happy, last time i jumped on the scale it was down to just over 313…but Im sure that happiness is gonna be short lived as I am sure its back up there again.

I have made an attmept three or four times to get on and read my subscriptions to everyones blogs, however it gets aggrivating going thru the list when over half the people have not been on in months. We should all drop by some upgrade ideas for the good doctor about the buddy section…At any rate I didnt want to remove any buddies. I know some will come back and some wont but I want to be here for them when I can. So I made a compromise, I have deleted subscriptions to any buddies who did not blog in the month of October. My list is much more managable. Is this rude? I honestly thought about just deleting buddies who have been inactive for a long time….what do you all think/do??

And to any buddies who get back on the buddieslim wagon drop me a line and we can pick up again….

 Well Monday marks yet another fresh start for me and the gym….wish me luck. Love to you all! 

Well I think its official….Drumroll please…I am back down, not by much but just enough to give me a glimmer of hope. I was down to 315 this morning. Its only a pound I know, and i know i very well could have the damn thing back tomarrow but its a start. Its the first time the scale has move down since the drama this summer.  I at least feel like my efforts are somewhat paying off. I mean damn I did Tae Bo three times last week and the gym 6 days…come on somethings gotta give right!?!?!

Stress its the fat fairies tool of choice! For sure, a little bit of worry goes a long way aone the waist line!!! Grrr. I recenly read that STRESSED is DESSERTS spelled backwards and damn if that isnt the truth….a little stress = little sweets= fat fat fat!!! I am stressed beyond measure right now with business stuff, its sucks being the boss sometimes. I really need to get a grip and learn to handle my stess better. The next few months are going to be real hard for us, we are having a hard time money wise and are forced to cut back employee hours and in turn increase ours. So now we will be working about 184 hours a week. This sould be fun. Quick someone hide the cake… I am actully ok with this it will give me some time to get things straitened out. I am really triing to be positive about the whole  mess and still find a way to lose lose lose. I really really want to hit at least 285 by the end of December, ideally 270.

I am increasing the Tae Bo by 1 extra day a week untill I hit the 7 day mark. I really want the ellipical but i can not afford it so I will do what I have to do.

Hubby is a bit sad I think, as i was measuring my waist the other day he came in and I measured his too, he is only 4 inches less than mine and I thing that got to him, Dont get me wrong he carries it well and doesnt have to deal witht he lower bellie buldge like I do so he is no wear nrear my size but its a bit depressing none the less. He quit smoking though, and I am SO PROUD of him, id rather he gain some weight than smoke!!!

Ok well I have to run Im at work and one of the ladies needs assistance…later all.

good luck this week kick the fat fairies ass!!!

Well I got very discouraged today, at Curves on the scale that is. I somehow gained back the 4lbs i relost in a day. WTF! I mean really i didnt eat anything overboard and stayed under 1300 calories. Its not my time of the month and to top it off im sick. Dont you lose weight when you are sick. No fair!

So this motivated me gym or no gym. I did 15 minutes of TaeBo. First time for me. They offered it on  Demand from my cable company. I had a hard time keeping pace on some parts but over all I did pretty good. I am gonna go home after leaving here and do it once again before I go to bed. It wasnt to hard and it burned 245 more calories so that hopefully will help.

 I have to say overall I am feeling discourage with the weight loss. I was losing an avarage or 15lbs a month the first 6 months then blam…notta. I still exercise and eat pretty good. What the heck. I know there are some emotional issues going on as well, its been one shitty summer and that has not helped.

then there is also the friends thing, the old roommates. We had parted ways and now we are back to the friend thing and well they dont help things at all. I was not hungry and protest all there muching. which went on FOREVER!!! And finally I caved, they had me making pancakes at midnight last night! Ugg and yes I ate some. Damn.

Well I am feeling pretty shitty right now about the whole fat thing. Maybe I will always just be a cute face with a chubby waist.

Hope you all have a good week!

OK you know Im tired of being stuck in nutural. Im not gaining, but im not losing either. I know a good portion of it is my fault as I have been a bit all ove the place with my eating, nothig really bad but nothing really great either! I am happy to say I am back on track at the gym after several false start last month. I have happly completed my 9th day in a row (excluding sundays as they are closed) Woot woo! But now it is time to get back on the track everywhere. It has been far far to long since my weight tracker has moved. I have a weigh in in a few days and I really really want it to be less than 316. I’ve been sitting there forever! I would like to hit 275 by christmas. I know I can do this. I want to do this. So I could use some helpful hints, I know a lot of you have hit the dreaded scale stop… what worked for you guys? I think I am gonna do a cabbage soup cleansing week, tee hee sounds fun huh. One thing I am gonna do is get my ab lounger back in action. I vow here and now that I will do my ab lounger on commercials during my tv time (excluding bathroom breaks)! I have started my food journal again and I am going to try to keep up with it as much as possible. I also am gonna start taking my supplements again. Hope everyone is having good results! I will try to get to reading some blogs this weekend! Its hard to keep up the more buddys you get!!But buddies make the world go round! Oh hey guess what I had a little boost at Curves this last week, They posted the top 100 weight loss winners from our 4 clubs, Im took 2nd place! Woot Woo, now there is some motivation….I wanna be number 1! LOL Ps my spell check on here doesnt work and I am soooo not a good speller…forgive me