Jecika’s Wayward Ramblings…

Well my goals were not acheived by far, not to make excuses….but I was blesses with TOM the day after my last post and needless to say I was not in the best frame of mind to do anything much, not to mention I had to shut down my internet at the other house and that has sucked BIG TIME. Money is tight right now, which is not helped by the ever rising price of gas and food! GRRRR Can anyone say depression? sure seems like one to me. Anyway I did get some exercise in, though not in the form of gym. We canoe’d and did alot of yard work. I guess something is better than nothing. I am going to get back on track. I AM! Ok well I have to get back to work. Later.

Well I’m back, at least at 1/4 power or so.  I have been making a half ass effort to get back on the now non exsistant path to a health happy me. I went MIA like so many others seems to do over the months gone by. No good reason, just one thing after another that made convienant excuses. So here we go again. I was gonna wait to start until this or that and I just this moment decided I’ve had enough again. I think my biggest challange is going to be dragging my arse back to the gym. Its been a bit…..ok well more than a bit I guess over a month for sure…I honestly cant remember. Thats not a good thing.

Well I think it safe to say my June Vacation goal isnt gonna happen, so for me it will be another fat filled summer. Im not looking forward to it, not looking forward to carring around all this regained weight. You know, I dont know how I ever did it with my starting weight. The other day I was babysitting my 9 month old nephew and decided to strap on one of those baby backpack thingys and walk next door to my MIL house. He weighs 25 lbs, He’s a cute little tanker. The fact is I realized as I was starting to get worn out that I was carring around about 3 of him in extra weight in January 07….WOW its a shock to feel it and see it in real terms. I have to get ahold of this mess.

So here we go. Day 1 started.

Starting Goals

 Hit the gym 3 times next week.

Food journal daily.

Blog Daily.